smooth sailing
It is the strangest feeling, when everything just seems to be smooth sailing.
Exams are over, appartments are shifted and my living situation has improved drastically, work is fun for a change,… there is not a single obstacle in my horizon.
It feels strange. Good… and ofcourse, as the restless soul I am, I am starting to get bored. But then, bored might be a good thing. It slows down the pace of actions and gives me more time to reflect and prioritize things in an order I prefer myself. And not the order preferred by others.
Maybe I have just been able to take complete control over my own life. Maybe I’ve become self sentered? It is hard to tell. Either way, it feels good. But can’t help but wondering, if this keeps up, will I get so bored that I start to create obstacles and drama for myself? Do we only move forward when overcoming obstacles? Is smooth sailing the same as standing still? Time will show, and I look forward to finding out.Will keep you all posted
